Showing posts with label ecstatic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ecstatic. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Feeling

Feelings the true breath of soul 



what does have a feelings means?


Feeling

On sided love


can one sided be true love?


when you're in front of me, i feel, how i can tell you, why i am in love with you . What's left in my heart , my eyes wll expalin it to you. But you don't know any thing about my feelings. There is distance of miles between us, i don't know why? The chain of circumstances are strange. The drems are still under my eyelids. 

 In my eyes, there is feelings of someone whose face is the same as yours was it your eyes was it your talks reason, that you became a desire of my heart. In my dreams, I said a million things just life that, but I couldn't utter a word in-front of you.



My heart weaves dreams of you and gone crazy for you. I'm thirsty, she's the river, the path of my life, when I went to her, she do ahead and i'm still there. My steps moves and stops only for her. In thinkings that she had announced my name in true feelings of love.


When I first met you the feelings I felt


what happened when we first met?

When I first met you the feelings I felt


When your eyes first met mine I overjoyed, Lighting struck and destroyed me, you lightened such a fire that it made me ecstatic. In the shadow of moon, you made me drink such a wine that I was ecstatic. She came before me and her youthful splendour collided with mine. 

Her eyes clashed with mine in such a way the seeing this light made me so joyful. Modesty was in her eyes, every time she look at me, every time when she blinks.

Her cheeks blushed red when I spoke of our union, abashed by my question. She lowered her head in a such way that I was delighted. Intoxication spread through the bottle and goblets clinked in the party of debouches. Mischief descended upon the tavern and when storm clouds pawed down, I was lost in her.




Proudness


where i can watch love?
Proudness



Before now, how proud she was, now her plenty has been lost, in me which make her more enjoyable, like lighting in the clouds free and enjoyable. My feelings are so high. The moments are so full of joy. My heart is not of mine, it feels she is ruling on it and i'm getting trapped knowingly, it is so beautiful.

My feelings are slave of her smile, her blush made me more unconscious. Her eyes are the only entrance no exit. When i'm in I realised why there is no exist, I don't want to come out from this magic of love. I want to be her's only. Her eyes catching me and I want to get into it. I want to stay there in her eyes. 

Her feeling for me make more of her's. Now her feeling, her happiness are the commander on my heart, mind, brain everything is in her control. Time seems to be her only. Her face is like universe eyes are like galaxy. Shinning in the dark. 

With any war I wanted to surrender and let her rule on me, glowing face make me more ecstatic, my whole life is now there for her. She is now enjoying every moment of love, no past, no future. Both want to stop this time here only. Feelings we felt we never had felt before.


Time  over-speeding

Time  over-speeding

Time is sparking, over-speeding. Her moves are so silent,  as owl fly, seen is so mind blowing. We are holding our hands together, our soul became one, got attached to every moment of her and mine. Her lips with little spacing, with tin-bin vibration wanted to speak many things, her soul wants to make some noise in love.

Her eyes are more answering every question of mine, more louder then her voice of vibrating lips. I forget everything i'm now just of her, thoughts are of her, every part of body filled with joy and love. Heart made her my world, now she is every thing to me. 

Here I forget every path I walked on for her, I forget every pain, every sacrifices, Every wounds healing, its just like magic is happening. When she touched my face which her cold hands I forgot everything I have planned for her to do. 


Trust on each other 


is trust an emotion?


Trust on each otherTrust can be seen on her face, her moments realising me how much she trust me. Her trust is so clear, her respect is so pure, like her soul. This is beyond my imagination. We both want let all the circumstance come true. Feelings are getting more high.


Her lips, her mind, her brain is not in her control, she is getting so deeper in love. I want to drink every drop of her intoxicated eyes. We are now more closer, her warmness I can feel now, getting more warm every part of her body. The little gap between us is so ockward in this moment.

My lips started praising every part of her, it feels lips are mine but wordings are of her, I don't remember what I was speaking, but she is enjoying every word I spoke. 


I felt for her

I felt for her

You are mine in this moment, you  are mine tomorrow, things may remain same or may not remain the same, If something would happen, you don't remain yourself and I don't remain myself, may be our path may diverge and we got lost, as we keep walking. But , i'll still love you, i'll die for this love.

I'll sing the song of our love, whether I need to laugh or cry. I search for you like some gone crazy, I'll stay at your door. I'll go every place where we spend over moments if search of you love.


She replied 

She replied

I don't smile with my lips, but with my entire self, my days and nights are beautiful, all this is  because of you, But whenever you miss me i'll became the breeze and come to you. I'll love you forever. May be true love is that which never reaches its destination. I want to complete our love.

When you will close to me, you are beside me and there are colours, there are glories. This world is now like heaven to me. No limits, no thoughts, nothing else just you and me.



My name wrote on 

My name wrote on



On the sand of time, something which seemed like my name wrote it. When her lips spoke my name was the love I felt for my name. It feels that skies have bowed down, both the world have met, everywhere we see, there's an atmosphere of meeting 

Palanquins are decorated, fragrances spread everywhere, trees are dancing, moon getting more brighter, this night become shorter, air changed its direction and flowing us on path of love. Even god himself has came here to see.

Feelings are now towards her its all here we talk about is of us, future, our present. Dreams are getting deeper in feelings. Stories of king and queen murmuring in our find. We are making our love story as history. Every creator of world seems with us. Fairies are there in our love. 

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feeling





"This feeling bowed me and I am no more me. The art, she have none of other girls I have seen before"


Something more about feel



Manoj kumar

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Face

Face-book study of faces 


"We make faces but actually, faces make us, faces are the character you play"



Face
painting by- Manoj kumar



Face we look or we actually are 


What is the face?


Face we believe in what we see,  face is what actually we wearing right now or we are looking right now. Our look is demonstration to this world for present time. What we look, how we look? Is just appearance of our eyes. Face of mask is actually is to hide what you are. Every one here have many faces, as they have different dress to wear same they changes face every day. Faces for different emotions, day and nights, some used to wear laughing faces, some have groan, some are innocent, some do act having double faces. What we feel at the time are the real one not on what we look on them. 




What does have face mean?No One No One


 What does have face mean?


Acting like another character, is not the face you have right now, but you are someone else now. Different character have different faces. Some time we live in another universe, later on it becomes the truth. Our thoughts, way of talking, walking every thing of our body feels change . Same like this our face change its gesture. Here now we are face less, we are no one. The person who forgets its character, we forgot what we are, and we are now no one. 


Truth about Face


Who knows the truth, who actually you are? 


Only your soul knows the truth who are you right now, what you are right now. No body else in this world know about you. No exactly knows who you are. What actually can change you at time or any time. If human have character only by then, can be identified, but what if human changes its face day by day or min by min or sec by sec, you're feeling, emotions, have face for you but you don't have for world. 

Who you are at the time, which character is inside you now, what you are acting now, what actually think you are. This is you who you are at present be that only. 

What makes us change our character or change our face. No one is forcing you to change from what you are right now, no one only you can make change in you. Here no body knows for what they are acting and on life stage no one is going to give you award for your performance. Everyone is busy is playing what he is not actually, no body know who is who. If someone conincdently got you, it took one sec to change character by you just to act someone else. 


Face changing is an art

Face changing is an art


What is a sentence for face?


Everyone is artist, everyone play its role very well. A moment can replace your character by the someone else. Its like magic, no can catch you. Every one is magician, hiding, showing, make character vanish on just single blink. This art is the greatest art ever played in this world. 

We all play our character so perfectly that no one catches us. We feel so happy of not being catch by anyone, what we are doing. We all are here thief, stilling our own emotions for our own. Emotions, feelings, character are so prices less any can make its own. All are so talented.

Journey 


What is in a face?


From birth till our present many things changed us, many things we changed for to make our surroundings comfortable. Some made it negative and some of them are on same path, some are going through it, some will be. Some did it in a positive way. 

Every child have true face, the innocent face, no off child knows about the tricks we used to play for others, as child grows it observe surrounding and start acting like us. Child act like us and start implementing it. Society teaches us how play to the games of faces. Which is more suitable and when to wear, which one to wear?

Here we love the most powerful character. When to play which character. Since the start from birth, we started our character game. From start our soul knows nothing, as soon as we enters in this world, we start our game changing day by day, min by min, sec by sec. These changes become strange stories with strange character. Actor of life, are true or not don't know, but strangers are always wearing true face


Necessiticity to change face

face


Story make you act act as the character given to you, situation do something different, mind say to change, brain is busy in making conclusions. All happens in just one moment, and the result ends with different character. Who is responsible for this, is that you, your situation, or someone forcing you to do such things. Now who we are, what we are and why we are?  No one knows its original character all are busy in being someone else.


Unconsciousness 



A stage where we forgot who we are, what actually we are doing ? How we are? What others are doing?  No one knows, Blind by thoughts not by eyes, thinking become zero. Reset your brain, don't act like child, become child where you can start your new stage of life, now you have pure heart, pure mind, pure soul, nothing is negative. What you are going to store is the data you will get after.

Now, create your own face, remove the face given by society don't be unconscious now. Be someone who you are, create your own path be on it. Be the person to make new steps on your own life. Get a fresh start. Be with you with your soul. 

UnconsciousnessDo what you inner soul says to do, do what you wish to make your own decisions. Leave what others say to you. If you you think what someone is thinking about you, then what other's got to think of you,  here you are playing their character. 

Let other's think what they want to think, what they think is not going to harm you, thoughts never harm anybody but action do, stop thinking from their character. Let them do their duty, do your own duty.

When we argue with someone means that person is giving its face to you, and arguments win by other person because person did its art very well. The temporary face you got will hurt you in future that you pretend to change.

How someone can judge you, as person is not inside you, how you can judge someone else, what the person in-front of you is thinks of you. If by chance it is there what you think and what other's then there is no need to be someone else, no need to change character to impress other's to, judge other's. Face will be yours, who actually you are.


World population is 8 BILLION 



World population is near about 8 billion and single person in this world hold 8 billion thoughts at a time, now for the whole population they have 64billions thoughts, means 64 billions faces we are surrounded by. This is the speed of face changing 64 billion face per sec. 

How can you catch someone's feeling, emotion, no one can, as it changes in just single moment? It will be something else in another moment. Always remember if you are behind someone, you don't know its moment, you will always see what he left behind. 

Brain is creator and destroyer of you face expressions. Energy neither be created nor be destroyed, it changes from one form to another same is face, It can be change from one form to another Thoughts and emotion are the faces we change from one to another, just to pretend someone else face.

face



"The happiest person in life are givers, not the getters"

Be who you are, be what you feel, don't pretend to be someone else, play your own character, don't forgot your character. Face is unique don't loss it for someone. SELF respect is the power, don't let it instinct for someone.


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