Showing posts with label Trust. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Trust. Show all posts

Saturday, June 27, 2020

Pencil art

Pencil Art

Mastering pencil shading techniques will only be achieved through practising regularly. This is because different pencils create marks that are noticeably different from one another, which means that understanding which pencil does what is extremely important.
My best advice to learn shading is to go out and experiment with multiple pencils and explore different methods, in this article I'll share my insight to help clarify this learning process. My goal is to inspire you to try shading with intent and create drawings by employing a range of shading techniques.
I used HB mechanical pencils for a long time when I changed my focus from digital to traditional art. However, once I started working with regular pencils, there was a clear execution difference that I wasn't able to produce with mechanical pencils alone. Since then I've discovered techniques on how to produce different textures, tones and results that I combine to create my pieces.
It wasn't just the different HB hardness pencils that showed me the clear difference, such as shading with a 4B versus a 4H. I learned that the tip of the pencil also gave vastly different results. For example, a more rounded tip gave a larger, softer result and was more efficient to work with.
I recommend having a few solid pencils at hand that you can use in your work with full knowledge of the results they'll produce. There's a noticeable difference when working with different pencils on the HB scale and how sharp or dull the tip is. Test and see how some will produce dark texture while others create consistent mid-tone smoothness.
Every artist will find the shading method that works best for them and I tend to use a few while drawing. I primarily work with circling, but I've experimented with all of these methods and more to help me create my best results. Each method produces a distinct result and depending on what type of art you want to create, you'll want to find which is best for you! Hatching and stippling often create an underlying presence of texture and roughness. Circling and using a blending stump creates clean, gradual smoothness.
Take the time to understand how lighting works and the values it creates to shade properly. Do studies, find references and resources that provide this insight, and then apply that knowledge in your practice pieces. There's a range of value to work with, not just dark and light.
Now that I've been working with a handful of pencils with each drawing, I know when to switch over to another for a particular result. It's traditional and effective to start with a lighter H pencil and then gradually work darker into the B scale, to punch out the values and contrast.

Pencil shading Sketching



Pencil shading
 by- Manoj Kumar




Pencil shading
 by- Manoj Kumar



Pencil shading
 by- Manoj Kumar



Pencil shading
 by- Manoj Kumar



Pencil shading
  by- Manoj Kumar



Pencil shading
by- Manoj Kumar



Pencil shading
  by- Manoj Kumar




Pencil shading
 by- Manoj Kumar








Manoj kumar (the artist)

Saturday, May 9, 2020

Peace

Peace is not something you wish for



Peace, joy, love, Truth, manoj kumar
Painting By - Manoj kumar


Why is peace important?

Peace is not something you wish for; It’s something you make, Something you do, Something you are, And something you give away. When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. Peace cannot be kept by force; it can only be achieved by understanding. 

Peace does not mean an absence of conflicts; differences will always be there. Peace means solving these differences through peaceful means; through dialogue, education, knowledge; and through humane ways. Love is the vital essence that pervades and permeates, from the center to the circumference, the graduating circles of all thought and action. Love is the talisman of human weal and woe – the open sesame to every soul.

It is from numberless diverse acts of courage and belief that human history is shaped. Peace comes from being able to contribute the best that we have, and all that we are, toward creating a world that supports everyone. But it is also securing the space for others to contribute the best that they have and all that they are.

Each time a man stands up for an ideal, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different centers of energy and daring, those ripples build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance. End each day with thoughts of Peace  Begin each day with thoughts of Peace  Continue thinking thoughts of Peace throughout your precious day and happiness will be yours.

Nonviolence is the answer to the crucial political and moral questions of our time; the need for mankind to overcome oppression and violence without resorting to oppression and violence. Mankind must evolve for all human conflict a method which rejects revenge, aggression, and retaliation. The foundation of such a method is love. May Peace dreamers And peace-lovers Occupy the length and breadth Of the world.


Feelings


Does peace mean love?

We are busy people. The daily pressures of work, children, finances and chores can be overwhelming, leaving us anxious, frustrated and even depressed. To soothe our negative feelings, we may turn to shopping, drinking too much, have bouts of anger or take on any other bad habit. Can we possibly find Peace in life’s chaos? We can and it starts by first recognizing how stressed we really are and the affect it’s having on our mental and physical well-being. Then, with this awareness, we can find ways to bring more calm into our lives. Some simple ways include meditating, listening to music, getting a massage, enjoying a cup of hot tea or coffee, watching a sunset, taking a walk. Any activity that makes us happy and feel more relaxed helps bring Peace in the moment.

Being relaxed, at peace with yourself, confident, emotionally neutral loose, and free-floating – these are the keys to successful performance in almost everything. To replace the old paradigm of war with a new paradigm of waging peace, we must be pioneers who can push the boundaries of human understanding. We must be doctors who can cure the virus of violence. We must be soldiers of peace who can do more than preach to the choir. And we must be artists who will make the world our masterpiece.


Understandings


What peace means to you?

We can ready ourselves with inspirational readings, enlightened teachers and spiritual practices. It is the application of these understandings in the self-examination of our own consciousness that leads us to a greater awareness-and a sense of inner Peace  This is what has been called The Great Work.

The good news is that we do not have to experience and walk through the “Dark Night of the Soul” over and over again to expand our consciousness. Sudden awakenings or Satori are common when we allow ourselves to have a calm peaceful mind or when we are deeply inspired by beauty, music, or nature. A spiritual experience happens when our conscious limitations are set aside, even temporarily by an intense focus on inspirational ideas and events.

It is a common understanding that pain, sorrow and suffering is the doorway to an enlightened soul and many speak of a “broken-open” heart that leads to love. This is a common experience. It is true that pain and suffering can be a catalyst to experience something greater. It is in this desperation of one’s “Dark Night of the Soul” that can we finally start to release the constraining thoughts and beliefs that have been limiting us.


Truth


Peace, joy, love, Truth, manoj kumar
Painting By - Manoj kumar


What is the true meaning of peace?

Truth is revealed to those who are ready to receive and embody it. Truth is revealed to most of us in steps or small awakenings or what is called Satori(s). What is revealed is in exact proportion as to what we are ready to receive in consciousness. 

We are not open and ready to receive when our mind is blocked with false beliefs such as superstition, fear, religiosity, social conditioning, dogma, a sense of separation, etc. It is our spiritual task to consciously endeavor to examine and release all of the limitations in our mind and be open to receive. The stream of awareness cannot flow through a clogged vessel.

Peace of mind


Why do we need peace in our life?

By obtaining a life insurance policy, you can make sure that your family will 
maintain their Peace of mind. They also offer you the Peace of mind yoare looking for by making it easier to manage your finances. You'll get to hear how skilled care for your parent also mean Peace of mind foyou. Start with the least interesting tasks so as to gain Peace of mind and better appreciate tasks that are more interesting. will instill the Peace mind that only access to continuously updated ubiquitous product compliance information can offer.

For users, the result is total data security and Peace of mind. You have Peace of mind knowing that any problems that occur will be corrected rapidly and without further cost. But I really think that Peace of mind is one factor in a speedy recovery. All of these taken together, if done properly, can lead to Peace of mind.

Buddha


What is peace in religion?

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. The mind is everything. What you think you become. We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves. No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path. There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting. There is nothing so disobedient as an undisciplined mind, and there is nothing so obedient as a disciplined mind. The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows. You cannot travel the path until you have become the path itself. Peace comes from within. Do not seek it without.



Peace, joy, love, Truth, manoj kumar











Saturday, May 2, 2020

Silence

Silence - the loudest voice 



Silence
Painting by- Manoj kumar

Silence is not what see or hear outer noises, when all this stop we feel silence, this silence is of outer nosies, but the actual noise is “inner noise” silence is from inside. How you are from inside, what you are from inside, thoughts, what you think of other’s? The power of inner soul matters. Human can be silent by mouth but inner morals, ideas planing are still working in background. 

Soul is the part of nature and only natural things can make our soul silent. When soul is silent not matters how much louder world is by its noise. Silence is key to everything, you want to became or have to be. Silence is the  most powerful magic in the world or in the universe. 


is silence better than words?


Power of silence



Silence has enormous power. It can help you bring an argument to a halt or deepen the connection when you are sharing a wonderful moment with your loved ones. What hurts is not when our enemies criticise us, but when we seek support from those we trust and are left alone instead. Silence is one of the best ways to get your point across. It shows that you can stand your ground after you have made your point.The mind can take us on a rollercoaster ride.

One moment it makes us worry about what happened ten years ago, the next moment it makes us sad about the past. Learn to quiet your mind so that you can harness the power of your spirit.



Whom you known by



why is it better to stay silent?


Only those that truly know you can understand your silence, not just your words.It’s only when you are silent that you can perceive the higher wisdom, higher energy. This is why people are silent when they pray to God. You have to get away from the noise to hear your intuition.

Nature works in silence. Yet, the flow of the wind, the beautiful sky, trees, and flowers convey the most beautiful story without words when we just look at them.Harsh words can hurt us, but what hurts us even more is silence of our loved ones, which weakens our trust in them and eventually, in ourselves.



Silence is a gift of nature


Painting by- Manoj kumar

You have to still your mind to bring your inner gifts, your creativity, and wisdom to life.Learn to speak up when people step on your boundaries. If you aren’t assertive, people will take advantage of you and you will never get what you want. A harshly spoken word is un-eraseable.

Often silence is the best option.It’s not healthy to talk without reason. Speak when you can bring peace, wisdom, or love to the people in front of you.If we are wise, we know what to do or say, and therefore, to remain silent is foolish. But if we don’t know what to do or say, then we must remain silent until we get the answers.From dusk comes the dawn. From darkness, the light defines itself. Similarly, from silence comes our creativity. Every creation, big or small, that you see in the world came from silence.



Silence is answer to every question 


why silence is so loud?

In Silence behind what can be heard lies the answer we are searching for so long. The one who notices the storm in your eyes, the silence in you voice and the heavines in your heart are the one you need to let in. Love is the voice under all silence the hope which has no opposite un fear,  the strength so strong mere force us feebleness, the truth more first than sun, more last than stars.

Silence is the true friend, which never betrays. Sometimes you never know the value of a moment until it becomes memory, before it happens for bad, correct it in private and make it more powerful. 


Society 


Society has lost the touch of inner pure soul. Silence is inner happiness, strength make it more stronger to feel world. But now, in society is to busy in making their own empire with outer looking. Breaking the circle of nature by destroying it. Human are to busy in race, race of being richer, more wealthy, etc. 

In natural quietness, we are surrounded by human made noise, chattering of humans, things, places, many more, this have no result in any form. The natural quietness constantly disturbed by chattering of ego-selves. This chattering fill our mind from the moment we wake up till the moment we go to sleep in the night. Endless stream of daydreams, memories, worries, plans etc. 

Our brain, mind keeps on chattering, it doesn’t matter where we are, either we are talking to someone or we are doing something. Chattering of past we left, what Is going to happen in future, stress, anxiety, kills our inner silence, by just spoiling our present by doing nothing with this.


Problems of inner noise


why silence is so scary?


This inner noise has many bad effects as mechanical noise outside us. When we mull over tiny inconveniences which seems to became important just because we’re giving more attention to them and when we imagine all kind of possible scenarios about future events instead of just taking them as they come. It means we don’t live in present because we’re always either planning for and anticipating the future of remembering the past. 

All this chattering only does one thing it distract our presence of mind. We never giver our full attention to our surroundings and to the activities of our lives. Our 99 percent attention is taken by our thoughts in our mind, so what ever we are and what we are doing we never completely there. This disturbs our inner soul and silence of mind.


The True self

 

is slience real golden?


All this thoughts of present, past, future, people, plans, work etc, separate us from ourselves. Actually we forgot ourself, we forgot who we are, why we are, what we are doing is rising our neighbours topic, issues, fake news, chatter-patter, gossips etc. Busy with someones else life what they are doing, why they are doing ? 

Our mind feel interest in gossips of others. We don’t have time for ourselves. The sense-impression we absorb from the world and the thoughts which run through our minds are like image on cinema screen, but our true-self is the cinema screen itself, which is still  there even when there aren’t any image’s being projected on to it.


Find peace 


As the Hindu and Buddhist traditions have always held, the nature of consciousness-in-itself is bliss getting into contact with the pure consciousness inside us enables us, therefore, to experience this bliss. By doing this, we can experience true happiness. Usually what we think of as happiness is hedonistic on ego based that us, based around pressing instinctive pleasure buttons on around receiving attention and praise from other’s and increasing our self-esteem.

But, the kind of deep and rich happiness we experience when we’re in touch with the ground or essence of our beings is a natural, spiritual happiness, which doesn’t depend on anything external, and doesn’t vanish as soon as the thing which produced it is taken away. It’s a happiness which comes from experiencing the divine inside us.




"Silence should be a hobby"












Manoj kumar

Monday, April 27, 2020

Life

Life - The hidden path of soul 

life
painting by- Manoj kumar


what is life?


Life is about up and downs. The people in your life should be source of reducing stress, not causing more it. Don't act like you're helping someone, if you can help truly then help them in real. The biggest asset is your mind. Sometimes everything goes smoothly and then unexpected things happens. 

The important thing is knowing how to get out form those problems, find solution. Don't allow some else to kill your dreams. Oppress your thoughts and keep you binding with them just for their comfort. Happy people focus on what they have and unhappy person on what they are missing in life. If you are worrying about any thing its just waste of time.

Worrying will never change the outcome in our life. The more you know about anything, the less you need to say. Overthinking kills positivity. When we are overthink, now every thing is going to kill you your thought and feeling will hurt you.

Mind full and Mindful

 

Mind full and Mindful
what is the real meaning of life?


Learn to live in present life and enjoy moments you are having right now. Left your past behind don't carry it, its just burden on you, and burden always helps you to slower you speed of growth and this kind of help no one wants. If you want to do what you want then live in present. Its same as we are carrying weight more then our weight on our shoulder while walking and have no use of it. 

Avoid past thoughts otherwise  it is going to spoil your present and as well as future too. Be in present, what you feel, what you see, you do, make this time precious time, rather then spoiling it by your past thoughts, which have no connection with present time. Make your world what make you happy do that for your life

This is how you will make your past when you are at present. The beastly thing of past is that in both cases whether happy or sad both gone hurt you. Don't spoil your present because of you past, for such past which have no use in present world.

Judging other gone hurt you only 


Is life is prequel to venom?


Judging others going to hurt you, judgment is on you how you do it. There will be no effect on others. It is going to effect you only and it will make your life negative. Positive mind will change into negative and it will spoil you present and future, just because of judgment.

Life is about to live and make it happy. Life is what you dream of, life is what you going to live in future make it today. Your life is in your hand make it or spoil, its upto you. The arrow you loose for others is going to hurt your life not others.

Replace negative things by positive ones and make every ones life happy. Before this, help your self to be good with your self, then try to help others. Make you thoughts positive only by this you can make others world happy and you can give a great life

Positivity at present time


why do we live life?


Try to find positivity in every turn of your life. Find positivity in negative things and make them positive. If you are with true thoughts only by then you are going to have eye contact with others. 

When you are true then you will feel others feeling as you got connected with each other and then you have the best moments. Moments are rememberable, heart will going to thank you for your happiness. This time is so beautiful you can't imagine of it.

These moments are like shower of love in the world where you want to live. Small drops of love will touch your face one by one. Slow sliding of drops will make you feel so lovely life you are having. The path on which drop is got connected to you soul, every moments felt by heart. 

Now this is time when you are free from your thoughts, no judgments, no worries, no negativity, no business, no. profit, no loss, this is because your at present living your world. Not on which somebody told you to walk on.

If you're in the past at this time then nothing is going to feel even drops will make you feel irritated and angry. Your thoughts will not going to turn drops path, it will fall on you and get down, its up to you have you what to feel. Life will goes on, its upto you how you take it.

Fortunate to live life


why to live?


Wr are fortunate to live our life, it at the same time, here comes the external force and may it can change every thing to sorrow or happiness, no body knows about any thing. If no one knows then why to worry for future and let leave your past life behind and try in find new life.

Artist are different


Artist make paintings and feeling on canvas, it expressed it's emotions. This canvas is now full of it's feelings and emotions, love, care everything felt by artist at that time is on canvas. Day pass, months passed, years, paintings became past. What the beautiful thing of paintings is it never changes its emotions , feelings, life in the painting remains what artist made.

Life of artist is different from others they live there every moment. Life is gift be with present to make it happy. Be an artist be in imaginary world and make it true by just be in real time of life

Sharing in life


When we share our emotion, feelings, thoughts every part of life to someone in our life. This make you feel so great because you sharing it and sharing any thing is love. Life is about sharing. You got only one life share it or make it worst by getting in anxiety. Who you are at that present time this time is more important.

When feelings thoughts and emotions are shared it never lead you to scarcity, thousands of candles can be lighted by a single candle. When darkest time comes to you in your life what we feel to have a hand of light. Life is same be helping of someone try to give light to someone to be with them for no reason. Caring for someone does no need any reason to help someone.

Be the person on goals and great art, beautiful thing of this time is you don't have to thing of good or bad because it is good for you. Make you self so busy that you don't get time for such things doing negative or thinking negative about any body, Here we are so busy in making judgments on others. Make your future no one else is coming for you to make your life.
A man with dreams is a man with creative future, think of your self be with you. Dreams are the light hand for you to get out from your worst life. Past is someone who feel bad and get hurt you every turn of your life.

Enjoy 


This is the time when you are you. You don't have to think of someone else being who you are is the only way to keep your self happy. Enjoy every part of you life. Left every things behind and work for your happiness. Work in present and make present great, be with you now its time to first make your life and then of others.

You can never cross the ocean unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore. If you want to something you never had, you have to do something you've never done before. The distance between your dreams and reality is call action. Do what you have to do until you can do what you want to do in life.

Ask your self if what you're doing today is getting closer to where you want to be tomorrow. To live life will be the awfully big adventure. It is never too late to he what you might have been. Don't wait, life goes faster than you think. You're never too young to dream BIG! It feels good to be lost in the right direction.




"IF you haven't found it yet keep looking"



Manoj kumar








Tuesday, April 21, 2020

Mother Teresa

Mother Teresa - true love and faith



Mother Teresa
Painting by- Manoj kumar



Mother Teresa was the founder of the Order of the Missionaries of Charity, a Roman Catholic congregation of women dedicated to helping the poor. Considered one of the 20th Century's greatest humanitarians, she was canonized as Saint Teresa of Calcutta in 2016


Why is Mother Teresa called mother?

Nun and missionary Mother Teresa


Nun and missionary Mother Teresa, known in the Catholic church as Saint Teresa of Calcutta, devoted her life to caring for the sick and poor. Born in Macedonia to parents of Albanian-descent and having taught in India for 17 years, Mother Teresa experienced her "call within a call" in 1946. Her order established a hospice; centers for the blind, aged and disabled; and a leper colony. 

What is Mother Teresa famous for?

Mother Teresa’s Life, family


Mother Teresa’s parents, Nikola and Dranafile Bojaxhiu, were of Albanian descent; her father was an entrepreneur who worked as a construction contractor and a trader of medicines and other goods. The Bojaxhius were a devoutly Catholic family, and Nikola was deeply involved in the local church as well as in city politics as a vocal proponent of Albanian independence.
n 1919, when Mother Teresa — then Agnes — was only eight years old, her father suddenly fell ill and died. While the cause of his death remains unknown, many have speculated that political enemies poisoned him. 
In the aftermath of her father's death, Agnes became extraordinarily close to her mother, a pious and compassionate woman who instilled in her daughter a deep commitment to charity. Although by no means wealthy, Drana Bojaxhiu extended an open invitation to the city's destitute to dine with her family. "My child, never eat a single mouthful unless you are sharing it with others," she counseled her daughter. When Agnes asked who the people eating with them were, her mother uniformly responded, "Some of them are our relations, but all of them are our people.”

Mother teresa's awards and ecoginition


In February 1965, Pope Paul VI bestowed the Decree of Praise upon the Missionaries of Charity, which prompted Mother Teresa to begin expanding internationally. By the time of her death in 1997, the Missionaries of Charity numbered more than 4,000 — in addition to thousands more lay volunteers — with 610 foundations in 123 countries around the world.
The Decree of Praise was just the beginning, as Mother Teresa received various honors for her tireless and effective charity. She was awarded the Jewel of India, the highest honor bestowed on Indian civilians, as well as the now-defunct Soviet Union's Gold Medal of the Soviet Peace Committee. In 1979, Mother Teresa was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize in recognition of her work "in bringing help to suffering humanity.”

Legacy



Since her death, Mother Teresa has remained in the public spotlight. For her unwavering commitment to aiding those most in need, Mother Teresa stands out as one of the greatest humanitarians of the 20th century. She combined profound empathy and a fervent commitment to her cause with incredible organizational and managerial skills that allowed her to develop a vast and effective international organization of missionaries to help impoverished citizens all across the globe.
Despite the enormous scale of her charitable activities and the millions of lives she touched, to her dying day, she held only the most humble conception of her own achievements. Summing up her life in characteristically self-effacing fashion, Mother Teresa said, "By blood, I am Albanian. By citizenship, an Indian. By faith, I am a Catholic nun. As to my calling, I belong to the world. As to my heart, I belong entirely to the Heart of Jesus.”


Mother Teresa's sayings and thoughts




  • If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives: Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies: Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank people will try to cheat you: Be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight: Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous of you: Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten by tomorrow: Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough: Give your best anyway.
Mother Teresa
  • Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.

Mother Teresa
  • The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.
Mother Teresa
  • At the end of life we will not be judged by how many diplomas we have received, how much money we have made, how many great things we have done. We will be judged by "I was hungry, and you gave me something to eat, I was naked and you clothed me. I was homeless, and you took me in.
Mother Teresa
  • I used to believe that prayer changes things, but now I know that prayer changes us, and we change things.
Mother Teresa
  • I can do things you cannot, you can do things I cannot; together we can do great things.
Mother Teresa
  • Do you want to do something beautiful for God? There is a person who needs you. This is your chance.
Mother Teresa
  • The trees, the flowers, the plants grow in silence. The stars, the sun, the moon move in silence. Silence gives us a new perspective.
Mother Teresa
  • There is a light in this world, a healing spirit more powerful than any darkness we may encounter. We sometimes lose sight of this force when there is suffering, too much pain. Then suddenly, the spirit will emerge through the lives of ordinary people who hear a call and answer in extraordinary ways.
Mother Teresa
  • If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives: Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies: Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank people will try to cheat you: Be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight: Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous of you: Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten by tomorrow: Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough: Give your best anyway.
Mother Teresa
  • One of the greatest diesease is to be nobody to anybody.
Mother Teresa
  • If you can't feed hundred just feed one.
Mother Teresa
  • If you judge people you have no time to love.
Mother Teresa





manoj kumar

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Feeling

Feelings the true breath of soul 



what does have a feelings means?


Feeling

On sided love


can one sided be true love?


when you're in front of me, i feel, how i can tell you, why i am in love with you . What's left in my heart , my eyes wll expalin it to you. But you don't know any thing about my feelings. There is distance of miles between us, i don't know why? The chain of circumstances are strange. The drems are still under my eyelids. 

 In my eyes, there is feelings of someone whose face is the same as yours was it your eyes was it your talks reason, that you became a desire of my heart. In my dreams, I said a million things just life that, but I couldn't utter a word in-front of you.



My heart weaves dreams of you and gone crazy for you. I'm thirsty, she's the river, the path of my life, when I went to her, she do ahead and i'm still there. My steps moves and stops only for her. In thinkings that she had announced my name in true feelings of love.


When I first met you the feelings I felt


what happened when we first met?

When I first met you the feelings I felt


When your eyes first met mine I overjoyed, Lighting struck and destroyed me, you lightened such a fire that it made me ecstatic. In the shadow of moon, you made me drink such a wine that I was ecstatic. She came before me and her youthful splendour collided with mine. 

Her eyes clashed with mine in such a way the seeing this light made me so joyful. Modesty was in her eyes, every time she look at me, every time when she blinks.

Her cheeks blushed red when I spoke of our union, abashed by my question. She lowered her head in a such way that I was delighted. Intoxication spread through the bottle and goblets clinked in the party of debouches. Mischief descended upon the tavern and when storm clouds pawed down, I was lost in her.




Proudness


where i can watch love?
Proudness



Before now, how proud she was, now her plenty has been lost, in me which make her more enjoyable, like lighting in the clouds free and enjoyable. My feelings are so high. The moments are so full of joy. My heart is not of mine, it feels she is ruling on it and i'm getting trapped knowingly, it is so beautiful.

My feelings are slave of her smile, her blush made me more unconscious. Her eyes are the only entrance no exit. When i'm in I realised why there is no exist, I don't want to come out from this magic of love. I want to be her's only. Her eyes catching me and I want to get into it. I want to stay there in her eyes. 

Her feeling for me make more of her's. Now her feeling, her happiness are the commander on my heart, mind, brain everything is in her control. Time seems to be her only. Her face is like universe eyes are like galaxy. Shinning in the dark. 

With any war I wanted to surrender and let her rule on me, glowing face make me more ecstatic, my whole life is now there for her. She is now enjoying every moment of love, no past, no future. Both want to stop this time here only. Feelings we felt we never had felt before.


Time  over-speeding

Time  over-speeding

Time is sparking, over-speeding. Her moves are so silent,  as owl fly, seen is so mind blowing. We are holding our hands together, our soul became one, got attached to every moment of her and mine. Her lips with little spacing, with tin-bin vibration wanted to speak many things, her soul wants to make some noise in love.

Her eyes are more answering every question of mine, more louder then her voice of vibrating lips. I forget everything i'm now just of her, thoughts are of her, every part of body filled with joy and love. Heart made her my world, now she is every thing to me. 

Here I forget every path I walked on for her, I forget every pain, every sacrifices, Every wounds healing, its just like magic is happening. When she touched my face which her cold hands I forgot everything I have planned for her to do. 


Trust on each other 


is trust an emotion?


Trust on each otherTrust can be seen on her face, her moments realising me how much she trust me. Her trust is so clear, her respect is so pure, like her soul. This is beyond my imagination. We both want let all the circumstance come true. Feelings are getting more high.


Her lips, her mind, her brain is not in her control, she is getting so deeper in love. I want to drink every drop of her intoxicated eyes. We are now more closer, her warmness I can feel now, getting more warm every part of her body. The little gap between us is so ockward in this moment.

My lips started praising every part of her, it feels lips are mine but wordings are of her, I don't remember what I was speaking, but she is enjoying every word I spoke. 


I felt for her

I felt for her

You are mine in this moment, you  are mine tomorrow, things may remain same or may not remain the same, If something would happen, you don't remain yourself and I don't remain myself, may be our path may diverge and we got lost, as we keep walking. But , i'll still love you, i'll die for this love.

I'll sing the song of our love, whether I need to laugh or cry. I search for you like some gone crazy, I'll stay at your door. I'll go every place where we spend over moments if search of you love.


She replied 

She replied

I don't smile with my lips, but with my entire self, my days and nights are beautiful, all this is  because of you, But whenever you miss me i'll became the breeze and come to you. I'll love you forever. May be true love is that which never reaches its destination. I want to complete our love.

When you will close to me, you are beside me and there are colours, there are glories. This world is now like heaven to me. No limits, no thoughts, nothing else just you and me.



My name wrote on 

My name wrote on



On the sand of time, something which seemed like my name wrote it. When her lips spoke my name was the love I felt for my name. It feels that skies have bowed down, both the world have met, everywhere we see, there's an atmosphere of meeting 

Palanquins are decorated, fragrances spread everywhere, trees are dancing, moon getting more brighter, this night become shorter, air changed its direction and flowing us on path of love. Even god himself has came here to see.

Feelings are now towards her its all here we talk about is of us, future, our present. Dreams are getting deeper in feelings. Stories of king and queen murmuring in our find. We are making our love story as history. Every creator of world seems with us. Fairies are there in our love. 

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feeling





"This feeling bowed me and I am no more me. The art, she have none of other girls I have seen before"


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Manoj kumar