Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Feeling

Feelings the true breath of soul 



what does have a feelings means?


Feeling

On sided love


can one sided be true love?


when you're in front of me, i feel, how i can tell you, why i am in love with you . What's left in my heart , my eyes wll expalin it to you. But you don't know any thing about my feelings. There is distance of miles between us, i don't know why? The chain of circumstances are strange. The drems are still under my eyelids. 

 In my eyes, there is feelings of someone whose face is the same as yours was it your eyes was it your talks reason, that you became a desire of my heart. In my dreams, I said a million things just life that, but I couldn't utter a word in-front of you.



My heart weaves dreams of you and gone crazy for you. I'm thirsty, she's the river, the path of my life, when I went to her, she do ahead and i'm still there. My steps moves and stops only for her. In thinkings that she had announced my name in true feelings of love.


When I first met you the feelings I felt


what happened when we first met?

When I first met you the feelings I felt


When your eyes first met mine I overjoyed, Lighting struck and destroyed me, you lightened such a fire that it made me ecstatic. In the shadow of moon, you made me drink such a wine that I was ecstatic. She came before me and her youthful splendour collided with mine. 

Her eyes clashed with mine in such a way the seeing this light made me so joyful. Modesty was in her eyes, every time she look at me, every time when she blinks.

Her cheeks blushed red when I spoke of our union, abashed by my question. She lowered her head in a such way that I was delighted. Intoxication spread through the bottle and goblets clinked in the party of debouches. Mischief descended upon the tavern and when storm clouds pawed down, I was lost in her.




Proudness


where i can watch love?
Proudness



Before now, how proud she was, now her plenty has been lost, in me which make her more enjoyable, like lighting in the clouds free and enjoyable. My feelings are so high. The moments are so full of joy. My heart is not of mine, it feels she is ruling on it and i'm getting trapped knowingly, it is so beautiful.

My feelings are slave of her smile, her blush made me more unconscious. Her eyes are the only entrance no exit. When i'm in I realised why there is no exist, I don't want to come out from this magic of love. I want to be her's only. Her eyes catching me and I want to get into it. I want to stay there in her eyes. 

Her feeling for me make more of her's. Now her feeling, her happiness are the commander on my heart, mind, brain everything is in her control. Time seems to be her only. Her face is like universe eyes are like galaxy. Shinning in the dark. 

With any war I wanted to surrender and let her rule on me, glowing face make me more ecstatic, my whole life is now there for her. She is now enjoying every moment of love, no past, no future. Both want to stop this time here only. Feelings we felt we never had felt before.


Time  over-speeding

Time  over-speeding

Time is sparking, over-speeding. Her moves are so silent,  as owl fly, seen is so mind blowing. We are holding our hands together, our soul became one, got attached to every moment of her and mine. Her lips with little spacing, with tin-bin vibration wanted to speak many things, her soul wants to make some noise in love.

Her eyes are more answering every question of mine, more louder then her voice of vibrating lips. I forget everything i'm now just of her, thoughts are of her, every part of body filled with joy and love. Heart made her my world, now she is every thing to me. 

Here I forget every path I walked on for her, I forget every pain, every sacrifices, Every wounds healing, its just like magic is happening. When she touched my face which her cold hands I forgot everything I have planned for her to do. 


Trust on each other 


is trust an emotion?


Trust on each otherTrust can be seen on her face, her moments realising me how much she trust me. Her trust is so clear, her respect is so pure, like her soul. This is beyond my imagination. We both want let all the circumstance come true. Feelings are getting more high.


Her lips, her mind, her brain is not in her control, she is getting so deeper in love. I want to drink every drop of her intoxicated eyes. We are now more closer, her warmness I can feel now, getting more warm every part of her body. The little gap between us is so ockward in this moment.

My lips started praising every part of her, it feels lips are mine but wordings are of her, I don't remember what I was speaking, but she is enjoying every word I spoke. 


I felt for her

I felt for her

You are mine in this moment, you  are mine tomorrow, things may remain same or may not remain the same, If something would happen, you don't remain yourself and I don't remain myself, may be our path may diverge and we got lost, as we keep walking. But , i'll still love you, i'll die for this love.

I'll sing the song of our love, whether I need to laugh or cry. I search for you like some gone crazy, I'll stay at your door. I'll go every place where we spend over moments if search of you love.


She replied 

She replied

I don't smile with my lips, but with my entire self, my days and nights are beautiful, all this is  because of you, But whenever you miss me i'll became the breeze and come to you. I'll love you forever. May be true love is that which never reaches its destination. I want to complete our love.

When you will close to me, you are beside me and there are colours, there are glories. This world is now like heaven to me. No limits, no thoughts, nothing else just you and me.



My name wrote on 

My name wrote on



On the sand of time, something which seemed like my name wrote it. When her lips spoke my name was the love I felt for my name. It feels that skies have bowed down, both the world have met, everywhere we see, there's an atmosphere of meeting 

Palanquins are decorated, fragrances spread everywhere, trees are dancing, moon getting more brighter, this night become shorter, air changed its direction and flowing us on path of love. Even god himself has came here to see.

Feelings are now towards her its all here we talk about is of us, future, our present. Dreams are getting deeper in feelings. Stories of king and queen murmuring in our find. We are making our love story as history. Every creator of world seems with us. Fairies are there in our love. 

.

feeling





"This feeling bowed me and I am no more me. The art, she have none of other girls I have seen before"


Something more about feel



Manoj kumar

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Face

Face-book study of faces 


"We make faces but actually, faces make us, faces are the character you play"



Face
painting by- Manoj kumar



Face we look or we actually are 


What is the face?


Face we believe in what we see,  face is what actually we wearing right now or we are looking right now. Our look is demonstration to this world for present time. What we look, how we look? Is just appearance of our eyes. Face of mask is actually is to hide what you are. Every one here have many faces, as they have different dress to wear same they changes face every day. Faces for different emotions, day and nights, some used to wear laughing faces, some have groan, some are innocent, some do act having double faces. What we feel at the time are the real one not on what we look on them. 




What does have face mean?No One No One


 What does have face mean?


Acting like another character, is not the face you have right now, but you are someone else now. Different character have different faces. Some time we live in another universe, later on it becomes the truth. Our thoughts, way of talking, walking every thing of our body feels change . Same like this our face change its gesture. Here now we are face less, we are no one. The person who forgets its character, we forgot what we are, and we are now no one. 


Truth about Face


Who knows the truth, who actually you are? 


Only your soul knows the truth who are you right now, what you are right now. No body else in this world know about you. No exactly knows who you are. What actually can change you at time or any time. If human have character only by then, can be identified, but what if human changes its face day by day or min by min or sec by sec, you're feeling, emotions, have face for you but you don't have for world. 

Who you are at the time, which character is inside you now, what you are acting now, what actually think you are. This is you who you are at present be that only. 

What makes us change our character or change our face. No one is forcing you to change from what you are right now, no one only you can make change in you. Here no body knows for what they are acting and on life stage no one is going to give you award for your performance. Everyone is busy is playing what he is not actually, no body know who is who. If someone conincdently got you, it took one sec to change character by you just to act someone else. 


Face changing is an art

Face changing is an art


What is a sentence for face?


Everyone is artist, everyone play its role very well. A moment can replace your character by the someone else. Its like magic, no can catch you. Every one is magician, hiding, showing, make character vanish on just single blink. This art is the greatest art ever played in this world. 

We all play our character so perfectly that no one catches us. We feel so happy of not being catch by anyone, what we are doing. We all are here thief, stilling our own emotions for our own. Emotions, feelings, character are so prices less any can make its own. All are so talented.

Journey 


What is in a face?


From birth till our present many things changed us, many things we changed for to make our surroundings comfortable. Some made it negative and some of them are on same path, some are going through it, some will be. Some did it in a positive way. 

Every child have true face, the innocent face, no off child knows about the tricks we used to play for others, as child grows it observe surrounding and start acting like us. Child act like us and start implementing it. Society teaches us how play to the games of faces. Which is more suitable and when to wear, which one to wear?

Here we love the most powerful character. When to play which character. Since the start from birth, we started our character game. From start our soul knows nothing, as soon as we enters in this world, we start our game changing day by day, min by min, sec by sec. These changes become strange stories with strange character. Actor of life, are true or not don't know, but strangers are always wearing true face


Necessiticity to change face

face


Story make you act act as the character given to you, situation do something different, mind say to change, brain is busy in making conclusions. All happens in just one moment, and the result ends with different character. Who is responsible for this, is that you, your situation, or someone forcing you to do such things. Now who we are, what we are and why we are?  No one knows its original character all are busy in being someone else.


Unconsciousness 



A stage where we forgot who we are, what actually we are doing ? How we are? What others are doing?  No one knows, Blind by thoughts not by eyes, thinking become zero. Reset your brain, don't act like child, become child where you can start your new stage of life, now you have pure heart, pure mind, pure soul, nothing is negative. What you are going to store is the data you will get after.

Now, create your own face, remove the face given by society don't be unconscious now. Be someone who you are, create your own path be on it. Be the person to make new steps on your own life. Get a fresh start. Be with you with your soul. 

UnconsciousnessDo what you inner soul says to do, do what you wish to make your own decisions. Leave what others say to you. If you you think what someone is thinking about you, then what other's got to think of you,  here you are playing their character. 

Let other's think what they want to think, what they think is not going to harm you, thoughts never harm anybody but action do, stop thinking from their character. Let them do their duty, do your own duty.

When we argue with someone means that person is giving its face to you, and arguments win by other person because person did its art very well. The temporary face you got will hurt you in future that you pretend to change.

How someone can judge you, as person is not inside you, how you can judge someone else, what the person in-front of you is thinks of you. If by chance it is there what you think and what other's then there is no need to be someone else, no need to change character to impress other's to, judge other's. Face will be yours, who actually you are.


World population is 8 BILLION 



World population is near about 8 billion and single person in this world hold 8 billion thoughts at a time, now for the whole population they have 64billions thoughts, means 64 billions faces we are surrounded by. This is the speed of face changing 64 billion face per sec. 

How can you catch someone's feeling, emotion, no one can, as it changes in just single moment? It will be something else in another moment. Always remember if you are behind someone, you don't know its moment, you will always see what he left behind. 

Brain is creator and destroyer of you face expressions. Energy neither be created nor be destroyed, it changes from one form to another same is face, It can be change from one form to another Thoughts and emotion are the faces we change from one to another, just to pretend someone else face.

face



"The happiest person in life are givers, not the getters"

Be who you are, be what you feel, don't pretend to be someone else, play your own character, don't forgot your character. Face is unique don't loss it for someone. SELF respect is the power, don't let it instinct for someone.


Some more about feelings LOVE






Friday, April 3, 2020

Freedom

Freedom 


how do you define freedom ?



Freedom is for Every living beings. Who don't love the freedom, nobody. Here in this world the best part of life is freedom. Free from obligation, free to live life, free to make decision, free to do action free to work. No living being will be happy if it got tied with the pole or put in the cage. Every one is here for freedom.

Freedom makes life colourful and precious part of the nature. Nature to get involved in the happiness if the living things just to make it more stronger. Freedom makes mind thoughts more stronger generates idea of being happy make mind more creative. It gives wings to the soul to enjoy its happy moments.


freedom
                                                                             painting by-Manoj kumar

Colour gives abstract view of life to the freedom. Colours are like black and white picture got a soul.


what types of freedom?


It creates beautiful picture of life. Colours helps us free from our own thoughts, whether they are negative or positive it doesn't matter. Colour generates new seen of beauty. Colours are medicine to burnt mind bye bitterness. Helps in making beautiful relation with nature as well as living beings. What is free here in this world, nothing happiness to charge, smile to charge, giving colours have to pay for it.


Air, water, sunlight, day, night, every part of the nature is free, but why we pay for happiness? Why happiness charge more than any thing in this world. The only one word answer that is "human beings" rules and regulation made happiness price worthy, jealousy, envy, blind heart, narrow thinking, negativity, made society disabled. Society is still at the same stage from the last years. TECHNOLOGY is developing but thing getting reverse. Thoughts are got reversed.

Competition between Brain And Mind


What brain says mind don't believe, what mind says brain disagree. The war between both confuses body to work. What brain thinks to do, mind make it negative. What mind thinks of making decision, brain rejects the part. Decision making is the toughest situation for Brain and Mind the bonding between both never agrees on same. What controls brain and mind? Some will say our soul, but its wrong our thoughts, our society made it grow like a competition, same as it can be seen in the growth of branches of the plants and roots. Branches say we are longer than roots and her roots argues with branches, so. They go opposite to each other, same is happing with brain and mind.

Charges to be payed for the Freedom or Liberty 
     

is freedom a right?                                                                          

Happines charges nothing but presence of time, the time with whom you are spending whether it with a right person or wrong person. Freedom has its own value if you think it is free you are little wrong in thoughts. Time you spend with makes freedom with that only not with whole society. When you think of being free from thoughts, obligation you will enjoy the freedom. If you are still tied with all your thoughts you won't be free from them and you will not ough your freedom.

Wearing Mask hidding true face


Freedom is just inside you just think of it and it's there for you. But we act like we are free, we show like we all are free, free from what our thoughts, No we are wearing mask. When we go out we change our mask as we change or clothes. Greediness of having somthing from others, kept bounded with negativity and bad thoughts. When greediness is left behind and we move forward only then you will feel freedom.

Here you are now living a beautiful and free mind life. Keep yourself free from the trapes of the world they kept you holding there. Trapes are being created to catch you and keep you bounding with the greed. Just like monkey catcher do with monkeys, place a bottle, little amount of chias inside it and tie with tree, when monkey see the chias it put its hand inside and try to pull out its hand but it won't able to because its fist is carrying chias in is and the bottles whole is not so big that monkey can bring it out with its fist, and finaly monkey got stucked there.

If monkery leave the chias and it is free to go but greed, hunger kept there. We also got stucked somewhere else in this world we trying to pull out but without lossing anything and it will not gone work. Freedom is just one step away from us.

Difference we see


Freedom

Freedom is never more then one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected and handed on for them to do the same. In this world everyone likes to be remembered as a person who wanted to be free, if same others things they would also be free. The only way to deal with unfree world is to become so free that you very existence is an act of rebellion. If you want total security then go to prison, there you're fed, clothes given medical care and so on, the only thing lacking is freedom.

If the freedom of speech is taken away then dumb and silent we may led, like a ship to the slaughter. liberty never comes from the government, liberty always come from the subject of it. Order without liberty and liberty with order are equal dangerous to society. 

True individual freedom doesn't exist. People who are hungry and out of job are the stuff of which dictatorships are made. There is no easy walk to freedom anywhere and many of us have to pass through the valley of shadows of death again and again, before we reach the mountain top of our desire.
Anxiety is the major factor which led to the dizziness of freedom. Freedom is chance to be better. We must pay a price for freedom. A hero is someone who understand the responsibility that comes with his freedom.

Freedom is natural power of doing what anyone pleases, so fare anyone is not pretend by force of law and regulation, Constraint by a government or under a person working for or living life. All theory is against freedom of the will, experience for it. Real freedom is having nothing to lose. The most kind of freedom is to be, what you really are. Responsibility is the price of freedom, don;t count on having both at once.

Freedom is necessary for the progress of mind, generation, art, thoughts, skill, talent, bent, competencies , etc. Only by protecting others freedom, your freedom is worth paying for. When you promise for nothing you will be absolute free. Freedom is measured by number of things we walk away from. The more decision you are forced to make alone, the more you are aware of freedom.

Essential


why freedom is important in our life?


What human beings and living thinks need oxygen, food, shelter , etc. Combination of all these is essential for us to live life. Same is the freedom combination of necessary sources and path of the soul. When we let soul to be free, it becomes so power in this nature, no other can compete. For liberty we have to surrender our egos and all falsity. Freedom is never easily won, but once established, freedom lost, spreads and chokes out tyranny. 

No one is coming for you to give you freedom, justice, equality respect or anything stand for it and have to earn it. When there is no superior and you're free to walk. Be a democrate. Believe in protecting freedom, fairness, families and the future. 

Why our freedom fighter did all those sacrifices, is just to provide liberty to future. They all have the same dream to live free, make free country and give liberty to future generation. There lives and sacrifices are the pice give to have freedom. Who would no be slave must consent to have no slave. Freedom from efforts in the present merely means that there has been no efforts stored in the past. 

We believe in humanity and humanity beliefs in freedom. In bible, God offered the freedom to pharaoh, if he would let the oppressed people free to go to the land of milk and honey, but pharaoh disobeyed and the end is pharaoh got destroyed. Freedom is another dimension







Thursday, April 2, 2020

Love

Love 

what is the meaning of love?

Love  the only word which automatically bring you in the stage of cute and lovely feeling. Which can be seen only is the eyes of living being? Its that part of nature which is felt by the living ones. It can be with things, person, colours, nature, day, night, food, animal many more it could be any thing. It automatically comes out and become the part of beautiful life we living other living other think of living. Could be a dream to have that love

Love
painting by- Manoj kumar

Happy love

what is the defination of love?

They only one feel that is done by pure heart if it is pure it can be felt from far away. Love doesn't need a path. It is in soul by birth what makes you smile is love what makes you happy is love, what makes you feel outstanding is love, what makes you special is love. What we feel great for person or thing it enters in over life we feel it like love, as it make us happy or smile thats why we called this feeling love.
love


Caring feelings makes unbreable bonds 
                                                                

What is a caring person?   


If we love a person we can express it by caring, by just making feel special, talking in respectful way, giving freedom. What human soul want to do is love. When we create a quality of time for a person we want make more valuable. Great efforts leads to great life of love. Make unbreakable bonds between every relation we care for. 

Respect every relation if we respect our relation bonding will be more strong, try to give more time to person you love, show you by caring making feel special be with partner in worst time of his life. 

Trust on you and on your partner


What is the true meaning of trust?

Create trust so that partner can share every thing with you. Worst situation when partner is with you makes relationship stronger more stronger you think off. Stand with partner so that partner feel more confident to do thing handle situation in life. If partner is wrong correct in a private so that it is between you. Don't make an issue of smaller things, but be with partner in smaller decision. 

One sided love


Can one sided love be true love?

One sided love is felt to be the purest love ever seen, it could be from parents, could be from animals, could be from partner. One sided love is pure because it comes from so many sacrifices for that person but what is the bad of it is person got nothing in return and also losses self-respect + in eyes of person caring for. Its opposite, person never see the sacrifices what person see is only the result which make's partner happy.

 Don't know why it happens but it's the another side which we avoid. No one wants to see this side is because if they did, they have to do same in return but no one want to return any thing and how it is possible for love to get it back. Returning is that worst side no one want to do. Every one wants more and more but no one want to give. 


Love hormones

what is love hormones?

HEART work is just to pump blood its doesn't create the feelings emotion. It is mind who is responsible for every emotion and feeling. Here the love feeling, you may have heard of oxytocin, sometimes called the "Love hormones". Human and animal studies have shown that oxytocin plays a role in bonding; when released in your brain during certain types of human contacts, it has the effect of bonding you to the other person involved. It's just chemical reaction.

love hormones


Some feelings of persons in this world


I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you, Each time you happen to me all over again.Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

What greater thing is there for two human souls, than to feel that they are joined for life—to strengthen each other in all labour, to rest on each other in all sorrow, to minister to each other in all pain, to be one with each other in silent unspeakable memories at the moment of the last parting? Grow old along with me! The best is yet to be.He wants only her stalking beauty, her theatre of expressions. He wants the minute secret reflection between them, the depth of field minimal, their foreignness intimate like two pages of a closed book.

Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering. Soul meets soul on lovers’ lips. I carry you with me into the world, into the smell of rain & the words that dance between people & for me, it will always be this way, walking in the light, remembering being alive together.

We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it.If you are not long, I will wait for you all my life.

Love your self first only then you are going to be loved by some who you care for. Only, If partner feel somthing that, how you love? what is you love? by this she or he will gone treat you as you wanted to get treated by partner. Be so kind to every one. Your every little move is being noticed by you partner, so be aware of every move you do you every one. 

Respect everyone, respect every feeling it does'nt matter of whose feeling whether it's your or some one else, it would be a animal, human, things, art, education, important is liberty of love. Make every moments so precious they become unforgotable 

Celebrate every day as a ocassion make every day festival, it make lover so gental, don't argue on little things which don't even exist. Be with partner in every decision of life whether it would be supportive or not. 




Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Meditation

Meditation


Meditation is art to know your self. It helps you to be part of your own body as you think, you believe. What you feel , what you think you became. 

Meditation
painting by- Manoj kumar

Meditation can be define as the enjoyment you do it by yourself. Best part of it is only for you not for another person or another thing. Meditation is only the where you have to do it by you own no one is coming for you to do it. THE best part it no corruption, money nothing needed the essential thing is only presence of your mind and your time you feel at the time of the meditation all you have to do is concentrate on what u think , think it deeper as you can. Here the time you giving it to only only person that is you. This moment is only your's no one is going to take it from you enjoy it feel it make it more respective more attractive to your mind, It feels somewhat weird when you are in your mind, mind will not allow you to get into it , it will distract you by you own thoughts smilier as we try to study and mind start its work bringing kind of past thoughts, making future, explaining your present, Making to super hero at the time of concentration, It's not problem of you mind it's only you who haven't given a thing to a mind play with it, it actually finds its own thing to play and the thing is you mind started playing with you.
MIND is monkey you have to give something to play. Otherwise it's going to use you as its toy, Give it a work to do, make it busy doing its own work. IT will take time when you thoughts are with you. MEDITATION IS giving yourself time, bring it peace in you life mind. Make it presence of art feel. Which is going to bring you in an another dimension another universe. A true dream world which is going to make you real person at stage of life. Relationship between you and your mind. WHY we are busy making other relation with another mind another person just waste of time. Think to make other happy first off all make your self happy. Feel your own company create you own live stage of drama you the author you the director you the one who enjoy make change as you want not as others want you to change for them. Meditate and try to enjoy your self. I FEEL everyone is an ARTIST only you have to find it in your self art of being you. 
BE nice with your future not with your past. It doesn't matter the past is good or bad, it will do it's work and make you feel bad and sad. Memories we make to be happy in future but memories are that times present that is not today. All can be vanished by after knowing you self when you came to know about you it will make you feel very happy. It is going to make your every day happy and past will automatically become happy past all you did is your are with you not other soul. 

by- Manoj kumar

Friday, March 27, 2020

FEEL

                                                                      FEEL 

Presence of love is seen in paintings as the moments we want to live. THE ART is just a soul thinking. आरट  is life. You are the artist. YOU the one who is be with you always no one else is going  with you on your path of life. Here's the only the soul. YOU persist on your body. Body is just a present happiness not lasting forever. 



ART of life
Painting by - Manoj kumar

    START working on you soul. Feel your soul, Love your soul, Play with your soul, Enjoy your own company when you depend or other it will make you feel awful. And every one knows this no wanted to be feel atrocious. GET into you make your own moment. The author is you only. Never let others to play with you and you're feeling, it is fun for them but it is beastly for you. Do not be a joke or fun of others. SOUL is that happiness that will never laugh on you when you are sad or when you're not able to succeed its the only one who will be with you from starting of life and till the end of your body which is going be dissolve in nature. Soul is the favourite part of-nature. Be with nature of yours not with the nature of other soul. As other do they find happiness in you when they make fun of you they are doing there work, there work is to make them happy. They are doing there work perfectly, not for you. No one is with with you every one is there for use, every one wants somethings from you and you to a part of it you to want something from them. When we stop doing business we will with us. This business create differences between love of parents, love of partner, love of friend. The love is only for things not person to person of soul or relation. Relationship is cage that binds with u and kept binding you with them this make a chain that laid to a beautiful arguments and end with a worst relation ever you got. What is the end ? How it  worked ? 
            But one thing it played its role very well and you lost your role on stage of life keeping others happy not your self. WHO is going to care for your happiness ? No, BODY feel the changes you have seen from birth to present moment of you life you only just remembered the negativity not the happiness you got in childhood you even don remember the last year happiness with make you feel happy today, but person remembers his negative side just to spoil his entire life by just thinking of his negative part of the life. Be with your present if you make your present best past will be the beautiful, and you know what is the beautiful past of the beautiful moments is they automatically becomes the part of you soul you don't have to remember them.  when you smile they automatically comes in you mind and make you feel more happy, thoughts are best part is they are with beautiful moments and if they are with negative they will make your whole life worst as worst you even can't  imagine of it. Don't try to make future who knows about future try to make your present. You only know about your present what you can do, what you can feel , what can make you thing, negative positive all is in you hand make it spoil it. Do it for you not for other's if you have one started doing for yourself it will automatically became a part of you habit making you soul feel happy. every thing we see is just an illusion not permanent, but happiness of soul is permanent get inside you and feel it, the love for you beautiful things inside you don't find in other be with you. keeping an eye on you moments and making them all beautiful, it will make you fell ass you became the part of universe and universe is for you to make you happy universe is with you. Parents never want there child cry or make them feel bad when they are at worst stage of their life Same is the universe it never make its loveable soul feel bad and soil its moments. This life is to enjoy colours of universe. Make your self part of it don't try to spoil it by making worst.  

by- Manoj kumar  

Joker

The Joker

“Smile, it confuses people. it's easier than explaining what is killing you inside.”....… joker



painting by- Manoj kumar

JOKER how we define by just laughing on or something thing weird. This is just a myth that joker is the one who makes other smile laugh but no body knows how he is from inside. The fact is what we see we belief on it, but eyes what in outer thing, or the clothes wearing the person society, behind the seen no one knows about the person feelings and the need of the person. It's only because we haven't went from that situation from which he is going on right now. We feel it's just the person who is just born to entertain us or society he is just a toy of society. No one cares about feeling every one we see here I just making use of toy bring it and play with it. When it came to know he is needy every one becomes blind here say we don't have eyes. 
Crime, murder rape, criminal every one to whom we say negative soul is born because of this society. Before the birth of dominant the beastly soul no know what is going to happen but after a soul born in bad or backward area, society the upgrade society treat the soul as dominant and because of it a pure soul become so curse and start doing what his inner says to do. Now he is just on the path on which he is going on who brought him here is we. Just for making fun of that dominant society we made a soul we don't want over child soul to became. We feel bad when they started doing there work in society as what made them to do. After growing they came in the eyes of society and feel bad and he is dangerous for society. Why he is dangerous he is performing his character very well. What we make him to do and he become and now we got hurt by his work. Is he a joker? No, we make him joker and ended with so many other thought in his soul that we even can't imagine for what gone be happen in future with us or him.           
Joker if he is playing negative character then he is bad for society, if he is doing work negative we made his work negative and is he is doing all this just to make laugh he is nice, both are doing it for hunger, what is wrong with this seen is over judgement we do infect we also doing over work or playing over character very well of judging other's on the bases of cast, religion, society and many more. 
Every one is joker in the eyes of one another person. Difference in all the joker is that where they are standing and that position they will get that kind of respect. If he is rich he is going be rich joker, if the is poor then he is poor joker, if he is good he will be good joker, if he is bad he will be bad for us. This is how over judgement is done not by other's we also do the same thing. But what the wrong with it is we feel that we are good and he is not. The soul is same as you got as others got what make them differ is there living style and society 
Be kind of everyone don't judge any one by their look. Every one is special, every one is great in doing there work may be what he can do you can't. Ant can bite you on you feet but in return you can't do the same you can't bite the ants feet. Respect others there feeling their soul they nature there work their character just for us to make this earth peaceful for over nature in which we live.

by- Manoj kumar